When I stop – or lose — my momentum, I seem to also lose my sense of balance.
It is much like catching my breath after a few minutes of brisk walk or short run, then finding myself struggling to get up and go.
My mind is engulfed by a huge vacuum from which I cannot escape – leaving me powerless to take off from where I left.
A specific example, one which often challenges me – is writing.
After losing my momentum at a certain point, whatever ideas, fragments of thoughts and feelings, seem to have gathered up in a haze.
Thus that awful empty, white space stares back at me from my computer screen or my journal page, crying out to be filled. But I remain stuck, my creative juices drained.
So an inner battle ensues. That certain mood to get myself back into the flow of things seems hard to catch again. Continue reading “On Losing Momentum”